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2009-04-12T23:37:00.001-07:00

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2009-03-30T10:08:00.000-07:00

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HAHA..

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The horror part [ home ] - (Part three)

2009-03-27T12:01:00.001-07:00

Movie

Me & My baby Bubu - Yin Yin -

Processing - [ Sunset ] - (Part two)

2009-03-27T11:26:00.000-07:00

The scenery

The foods & beverages

The us

The unplanned -March 27th [Part one]

2009-03-27T10:48:00.000-07:00

***** 1o:o6 a.m *****

#
#
#

- my phone rang
- a msg from melissa
- content [ going over to yr house later ]
- replied ** [ okay ].. back to sleep

Half an hour later

- she's here , inside my room
- we slept together
- at noon , she got so in hunger
- mom cooked her maggie
- felt satisfied

2:3o p.m

- vienne reaches my house
- we chatted

5:1o p.m

- reaches yin's house
- headed to sunset bar

8:18 p.m

- back to my home sweet home
- watches horror movie
- yin screamed
- mel shouted
- vien did it both way
- me ? = I'm alright = DD

11:1o p.m

- vienne went back home
- lis went back home

11:3o p.m - 1:o0 a.m

- yin & I had a talk
- location : my room :

1:o0 a.m

-yin went back home

***** 2.o0 a.m *****

Note : will update the pics taken on tonight on the following post :

- Love is Blind - Ooh this is way too lovely !! Ahh

2009-03-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

Im just so out of word right now :

This is way too sweet :

I wish i could have one :

To be with me :

The devil : In your dream , Rebecca !

zzzz

Just a smile

2009-03-24T05:58:00.000-07:00

:: Found this really interesting ::

:: Well , if you really do understand ::

Sleeping..? This way ?

Women Waiting For The Perfect Man...

Listen man : So far today I've shit in my pants ,

puked on myself, had my temperature taken you know where ,

and it's only
9:a.m !!

Husband {left} : Well Sandra , how was your day at the Beach ?''

Wife {right} : Nothing unusual .

Old lady :Turn your head and you're a dead man . ''

Old man : Someone please kill me .

'' I think there's a spy among us ...

*************************************

: Just to brighten up your day :

-peaxe-

Paulynn chin .. =D selamat hari jadi ! haha..

2009-03-16T12:29:00.000-07:00

To : Paulynn Chin S.Y.

Happy birthday to You
Happy birthday to You
Happy Birthday Tooo PAULYNN
Happy Birthday to You !!!

Muacksss !
WIshing you a Bless** Burthday !!!
Missing u every beat ::

我的心情部落。之。感触角落

2009-03-12T14:46:00.000-07:00

三月，十三号
阴天

我，不知不觉已在学院就读了一年多的时间
好像，无法自拔却有着说不出的感觉
有着很多点点滴滴
无奈的心情
开心的也好
或
伤心的都好
我都会一一的记在心里
试着的把它当作为人生中必经之路

这短短的一年内
发生了太多太多的事情
就连我自己
也都一直在质疑
问题的所在
是否我有错
还是
一切就如天安排

不过
事情的经过
让我体会不浅
我也领略了不少
至少
我明白也很清楚
自己是如此的坚强

哪一方曾对我的好
哪一者曾说我不好
某某人的批评
陌生人的嘲笑
对我已不再重要
但
我会牢牢地守住
因这一切一切
都将成为我人生中刻苦铭心
无可取代的
领悟之人生道理

冲动的自我
有着
爱笑的性格
同时
也在试着的放开悲哀
越远越好
远离波折
已慢慢成为我
目标前进之一

如今
我已不再是
我那以前的我
毕竟
我都快要二十了
不再幼稚
也领悟了
人生之途

我不再活在自己的世界
但还是保留
为爱而笑
为哀而笑
的
自我防卫
也是
我活着的原因之一

又有谁会深深体会到
我的心灵之处
我不想说
只想一秒钟拥有你的时间
来读我当下的言语。

March 11th -

2009-03-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

[MAIN CHARACTER : STRAWBERRY , JOU HSIN , JOLYN , JIA LIN , ME , REBECCA LIM ]

Location : GURNEY PLAZA ..

Again .. pics would be much more interesting than to words our day.

THUS

♥__the sense of love_♥

2009-03-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

The un-verb stands the darkness within .
And for all things i recalled .
The phrase u last mentioned .
Under the bower we were .
AND..
How mirth u were to fornicate with me.
And the expression u acted so cowardice .
We were befuddled the moment we faced one another .

#
Things happen for one particular reason .
Stands nothing of an abstruse decision .
Which the innocent would never get to know .
And deep down the decision u made .
It has all the memories back in US .

#
Time flies and I'm still burning within .
My heart you occupied .

-BUT

I just couldn't hold u further .

-NOW

Things and situation seems so absurd .
Realising .
You ain't mine .
Not for now .
Nor the future .
Knowing .
One being interposed .
Between .

And how much u loved her .
You would just go speechless .
For the sake of her beauty .

-Yet .......
[MY]
stubborness just never stop falling.

ONE BIG SHOT !!!! The day after exam

2009-03-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

YEAHH !!!

Mood flies ! hehe.. =DD.. [up to the top] ..=D=D

finally

I get to come blogging .
After an extreme harsh week ..

As to study during the last minute

=C.. No doubt .
However , it has all ended.

Just get going & to roll ur mood down to bit!s

[deep down ,Ive got plenty of stories to share about]

[Thousand of words impatiently rushing across]

[But i just have no idea where to first start up with]

Thus , Let the pics do the talking.
Don't mind mii =D

**** IT'S YENG's 18th Burthdae !! hehe .. Muacks buddy ! WE LOVE YA TO BITS !! =DD****
The gang aka DE. 9 SIllY Ladies!

8th March !! Big Day Of Hers!

Headed to subway [E-gate].

Us five in de Toilet , craving for more picss!!

Magg & I..

Lin lin & I ! WTF .. its damn hot ere// cant even open my blinky eyes!!Still.. Lin lin wanted to take one b4 headed off [E-gate still].

***

- END -

***

March 10th .. My official day !!! =D

Exam's over !

Its another sistas night-out [3 clubbin kaki, and a Goody daughter,me]aha- DOWN TO JEMPUTTREE !

Foodies

**AKA. US**

Love matters / 幸福万岁

2009-03-03T14:09:00.001-08:00

Description for the movie above.

Humorous , Very Humorous , Extremely Humorous .

SERIOUSLY !!! three alphabets for this ,

LAUGH OUT LOUD !!!

There's nothing more to be described .

There's nothing much to be said .

Just DIG ur pocket money out from ur freaking wallet and to purchase the ticket and

go on laughing!!!

PS:My face turned redish for ive been laughing non stop.

=D.

NICE ONE !!! TRULY !!

EDEN LAKE

2009-02-27T00:39:00.000-08:00

Bravo !!! What a movie !!! .. Pathetic ending .. I dont quite get de plot of the movie showing , but .. still , my butt got stuck and i couldnt go any further.. UGH !!! ...... Its a total failure !!!! No offence .. But ... Heart attack would really occur if only ure an old folk.. JESUS GOD !!!! THIS IS DAMN TORTURING !! WELL.. no wonder .. ITS 18 and ABOVE !! haha.. GOOD TRY !

Benjamin Button

2009-02-26T11:05:00.000-08:00

B . E . N . J . A . M . I . N - B . U . T . T . O . N

pathetic yet romantic

impressive yet dramatic

unpaternity yet sincerity

Touching.

u'll get me once uve watched.

Worth while watching.

But its a real long filming.

Flirtatious me ! thank u !

2009-02-26T08:46:00.000-08:00

One sweet pose indeed. Love just hurts. Million million times ,over & over again ! SO , get tuck in ur pants and sneeze right away. Good for me.

Flirtatious me..
As i was saying above my nerve of all scene iv been through and to solve own to do list.. and dis finally came cracking my mind off for ive been extremely flirtatious hari hari ini.. [like what u ppl used to describe me] DE MSN KAKI!

Aku never expect this much since everything went in path , falls in place and bounds off certainly due to several reasons. Basically , i doesnt go the way thinkin flirting would be nice for now or even for the day to come.All i know is that .. Aku ini sangat DE. bujang. Not long ticking frm now, one owesome jack ass for sake questioned me upon de title above.. wtf..[due to tht, me here doubting everyone's question is it so enigmatic for you ppl to catch? Ive no idea if i could hold this long being ''single''.. for all, i could somehow puffed out and damn inhale hardly sucking my baby bottle to death. and for you to know, my lil virginity just so happen 2 stick for long.

I doesnt want myself to as if being place at the first aisle , and then to whimper over the past tense and hoping everything could turn back into square one. NO.. Flirting and love life parachutes the same , i'll end up being dump!! i HATE ! they just got no way out of here ,but to aim and shoot the cupid deep down within me..

Well.. i shall say i knw well in me.
Im someone self-prejudice, low self-esteem.. and blah for all u can speak .

Alright, from the very beginning until the very minute now, as if ive always been darting into one's life. ok, this was only belongs to my very own imagination , and i shall cut it off. So .. in my mysterious mind thinking , love life could be da one and only thing ppl would willing to spend on for life. And it only shows a shade out of it when u cant even afford a diamond ring for just one particular wedding night.. Shut ! Just doesnt bother to flirt around as if ive own a mansion since then, to make ppl fall for me for mainly tht mansion. SORT OF selling yur body to de anonymous with no awareness!!

CUT THAT OFFF DUDE !!
No one can act real even for a minute. Flirting around ?? Ooh sounds good of all things u doesnt own , and bomb out with a no one u truly know.. so whatcha gonna do ! Yeah ! FLIRT with that very special person seems to be the best choice u can select! and to tell everyone ..hey em damn in love with him/her .

So , in addition , I would rather flirt than to say i gorgeously fall in love !
But frankly , two iznt enough as in my choice to be chosen.. single would be best for me.. i mean ME !!!

Plus ,Im so a virgin and im up to that!!! not even a second being depress. AND not being part of it seems sucky , cause dis obviously reveals and shows none of THEM are investing ,and not even being impress in u. Anyhow , its fact and nothing else i could rather do than to ignore !! BEING VIRGIN IS GOOD !! AND BEING SINGLE IS MY PRIORITY !! Haha.. well , I might sound bad for now, cause aint in a good mood.. hell doubt me.. and does tht matters u much .. Nah !!

So , does that reaches ur satisfaction , my friend...sss ???

One long speech here !!

哈哈。。。

2009-02-25T10:17:00.000-08:00

Inspiration just so happen to spread within me in this very moment ..
And therefore ,Im to write in mandarin for this particular blog ..
In fact , It might take ur time reading it ..
I can ensure u of me making quite a number of mistake三.
Haha..
My apology ..
I apologise..

开始咯。。。

大家一定很期待吧。。。因我从没用华语写过部落。。但我华语很好的叻！！！！！

1

2

3

errrr...

我爱牠们。

哈哈。。

完毕。。

谢谢。。。。我的华语有进步吧！！哈哈

当然。。。。要不然叻！！！哈哈。。。再会了。。。

林璇慧上。。

Ordinary thm`

2009-02-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

This is one interesting topic .

=DD

why de hell would the world go against ppl like thm`

they're above cute ,

a higher rank than adorable ,

AT least , they doesnt belongs to the ugly category.

And instead of the worst ,

they turn out to be so perfectly matched.

They stands out firmly ..

Not to be well-known ,

Nor to be famous ,

But to love freely ,

Under no circumstances ,

As likely to be ..

Judged or discrimated.

Humans are born so naturally in which ,

we tend to live and grow ,

and with all the attitudes and personalities ,
We should no longer be egregious .

Under emotions and elation ,

We should stand in their very own shoe ,

And to be considerate ,

Nevertheless ,

it's a vision ,

Vision of a futuristic scene.

What if these ppl turns out to be one of us ,

And with all the pressures and tension u faced ,

PS: let it go naturally , because it's all fated. So , go on GAYS !!

Gambateh .. !!

There's nothing wrong in u guys !!

Its just the way the community thinks for the sake of themselves.

Sickening !!

Friend who concern!!

2009-02-20T10:46:00.000-08:00

I'm not exactly in a mood of blogging , certainly , my soul is being hang in nowhere.. couldn't figure out why .. I've no idea of what am i thinking lately . Time passes real fast , a sweep , and i could see myself through the mirror , realising I'm already 19.. Going to be in the age of 20 in just a blink of eye. realll sooon i bet..

For all ,

Its been sooo a period since 'those chicks' left ,[close friend of mine would understand] deep down, I'm sad , but well , I'd make myself tough and to fit myself good in any circumstances i could. Now and then , I'm all by myself.. what prejudice means after all... ain't important no more. What matters me most , Its the gut within myself to face all sort of difficulties .. Frankly says , friend can be fake or the opposite way.. who cares anyway . So long as I'm acting real , nothing matters me further. There's a vow i made to cheer myself up , and for all the vow i made , I would cheer !!

College life

Isn't as easy as i thought. It has been really hectic for me to deal with the assignment and stuff.. Somehow ,its been an interesting sem.. But sadly , Its almost to an end , and i'm warmth within in seeking our new sem tho..Its interesting getting know new friends. {.*
not to miss out ( my darling , honey , and so so so so on ! haha... You guys really brighten up my life.. In which , im now to make believe in miracle.

Love life

is just so out of me.. what would u think of when it comes to bf ? wtf dude.. !! ..well. ppl are fake , and who would ever willing to go on loving someone and end up proposing thinking that their relationship would be '''Together for eternity'''.. !! OOh pathetic !! such a thing never exist in me. Ppl often says : Bec , this is how life leads.. [[ And so u mean .. you fall , you love , and you even end up being dumped !??! Funny you... !!

Life in me , just never get to change, well , it ''might'', its just the matter of time .. i guess ++ winks ppl ..

PS: friends , do understand =DD..
Lotx of Love

Day of the day

2009-02-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

So , another pathetic day for me to lead ..

February 19th >Thursday<

Thought it would be interesting , but end up '' ugh ''...
So sick that im forced to hit the pc all day long ...
well .. what else to do than pc-ing ...
Of course its obvious ...
Just to complete some sort of assignment ...
So .. well ... i sat for like ''40 minutes'' infront of ma bro's desktop, and finally realised of what i should be doing... Not pc-ing but movie-ing ..
Thus , i went for a movie v some sarcastic friends... Dey so fake.. but however , still friends huh...

Lalala

GO round n round gurney drive ...
Toook some pics of maself - well... narcissism just so happen in me !!

WooT - Im back home *

Back in my room , infront of the pc ... Rushing for assignment !

AND FINALLY !!!!...
Im here .... giving ma speech ..!!HAHA....
And now .. its time to go !!!!!! its almost time for pom-ing ..(bathing)..
Bubu !!...

Stop shit-ing

2009-02-18T06:14:00.000-08:00

So , straight to the point -

Its been ages since i last log in - doesnt matter .. who cares anyway -...

so here goes .. my pics.. just VIEW .... January 27th - February 18th.

Tagged

2009-01-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

from cindy , charmaine.

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
yes , alot . because .. well.. firstly , a bad impression on the other.. secondly, it doesnt bring any advantages.. thirdly ,harming health .. so .. y smoke..?

2. How about drinking?
when it comes to bevvies , doesnt matter tht much i bet. as long as ya doesnt turn into an alcoholic .. its alright afterall.

3. Do you liked someone you can’t have?
hate love life.

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
...anything.its beyond our control.

5. Whats your favourite sport?
urm, sleeping ! hahaha..if only its counted as a sport.

6.Its saturday night,you’re homealone..what do you do?
attendin ladies night !

7. Do you like roller coasters?
absolutely !

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
well,no one would eva like / in love v me.so need not to have a timing. cus ill be a spinster 4eva.

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
jay , wang zi , danson tang , u-know.

10. What are you doing this weekend?
clueless

11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
>.< =DD

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Of course //

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
.. ive never kiss anyone before.. well , im always here wondering , how would it feels when were kissing hahaha

14. Do you like anyone right now?
urm ,iv always been in love v someone in de past. but realising .. im done in love life , thus , i doesnt have de gut to fall for someone else no more .. as ive already expect myself to be rejected. so whats de point of liking someone? sickenin...

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
i'm totally not related to love life.

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
Beach .

17. What kind of phone do you have?
samsung , but i dislike it .. i'm targettin a sony brand.

18. Computer or laptop?
either one .i dont bother as long as its usable.

19. Jeans or sweats?
anything . love both. but i would say ill look better in jeans. cus im obese , well jeans can actually tighten my fats.

20. Which year has been the best so far?
My life is pathetic !!! NONE !!

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19 ..

22. What should you be doing right now?
nothing ..thats y im here.. if there something much important, i would 1st go for it.

23.What is your favourite tv show
-...

24. What’s been your last purchase?
Jeans.

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
love seeing the way they smoke .. but nah , doesnt like it anyhow.

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
wat a silly question ....

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
sleep , eat .. bathe .. watching movie..and so on//

28. What is your favourite subject?
no idea.

29. What’s the best things happened on you?
To be my mom's daughter..tho she sometimes doesnt side me.

30. 10 person to tag :

melissa
vivien
fragrance
sunny
kiatisak chua
shu pei
sherlyn
fiona loh
jaryn koay
melody

31st December

2009-01-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

Woohoo.. what a day .. !! [[ Its new year eve ]] //

Everyone's business so happen on today. And of course , us ''lil'' teenage will definitely not miss out da count down thingy.. when we're in a frame of mind, we brought out a plenary discussion, decision made, which finally falls in the mall'' queensbay mall ''.

Blah Blah Blah ..
We walked for a couple miles ..
Left and right ..
Up and down ..
North and south ..
East and west ..

And we end up to be in hunger , and here comes the superman !! -> ''dave deli''.. to saved us from starvation. well , we're merciful as there's still some available seats and tables .. and not to miss out the delicious quarter chicken, and da set actually comes with a glass of lemon frappe .. urm.. we carried on merrily .

Well, we tend to see ppl passing by with their impish look.. Oh sucks!! whats wrong v de ppl these days.. im nt being peevish , but truly , the way these ppl act just sucks ! And .. well , Lots of peer groups around .. lala sense , bithcy sense .. and lots more.. especially si lai sense !! haha.. HEY people , stop ruin the professional fashion sense .. well , we're livin in 21st century ]] what de hell r u guys thinkin in mind . arhh .. clue-less

We then m.up v our ex-schoolmates.. GO ON... chit chattinG .....

25 minutes to 12 , we then m.up v melissa & de othersxxx. After hving dinner in food-court , its almost time for count down.. we then headed towards the outdoor entrance. and guess what we found.. MIllions of antssss outder , laughing, screaming,jumping [as if dey were monkeys] .. Haha.. and .. BomB'' there goes de fireworks in da air sparking''// nice nice nice .. haha.. !! But well , its damn crowded '' , ive no idea where were v // ..

=Last stop was at coffee island [AGAIN] .. its time for ''rebecca's supper" hahaha... just because its after 12.'' thus , westerns unavailable. Im to eat spaghetti''// which eva so long as it makes me full.. and .. well

Me & melissa chee were HOME at nearly 4.

We two watches a horror movie. and we actually talked for like an hour . haha.. at 5 , were snoring .

Haha.. well , its interesting for the day ..

Chill ... my sistas

2008-12-25T07:28:00.000-08:00

L:e:t me 1st start with the eldest '' melissa chee''

I met her when we were 14, which means form 2 and this same goes to her. My first impression towards her was just normal ..nothing much in this silly girl who has just been transferred from Convent pulau tikus to our secondary.. Or we have nothing much in common , thus , my feeling towards her .. can only be describe as '' bored''. Well , at first we were SO FAR Distant Kinda Friend, but fate bring us In one ! As i was actually mixing v my best buddy , melissa ong, and when the day comes , we tend to mix around includes vivien ''mel's best budd''. THus , the story of 4 silly lady goes .. !!

The sister after me - in sequence ...
''Vivien Ong"

Well well well .. about vien ..i would describe her as '' a perfect girl to woo''. To be honest , deep down , she's the prettiest among all (No offence to the other) .. Often surrounded by many many , plenty beess.. '' tackler i mean''. A word.. ''attractive'', and i mean it when i were to say this. A girl who was born in june o2. well .. what to say .. not long after i was born ! haha ..well buddy , we PPL rock! gemini.. wooh ! what else ?? We rock ! haha.. She anyhow dislike to admit she is one pretty lady ..but baby trust me ..someday somehow , she will want to !

Lastly : : Our Honey bee ''melissa ong''

Oh// here she come '' This lil honey , i met her whn we were form 3. We two were like so sticking with one another ! We went greenlane MCD together (after sch) , we hang around during recess , and we talk almost about everything !! we go around penang searching for foodfair ! haha!! We even went for orchestra performance IN dewan sri png once ! well , kinda insane but we enjoy every moment being. She is one of my big fan As IN '' THE LAUGHING COMPETITION'' Haha.. no doubt , she loves laughing !!! GOOD BABY ! KEEP IT UP !BUT ANYHOW , 4 of uS will tend to laugh when we get along with one another .. just so happen on us ! haha..

WELL , Time flies , and we're now 18 going on 19 .. BUT one thing , u guys will forever be my '' SO called ''BFF'' .. !! zz ... Best friend forever !!! GAMBATEH MY BABES !!!! MUACKXX

My life

2008-12-25T03:18:00.000-08:00

Such a long long time ,
You’re still in my mind ,
Never thought i’ll rewind,
Those days that we're high.

Once upon a time ,
I point onto the sky ,
Holding ur heart close to mine ,
I asked , how high is the sky ,
You answred, No matter how high ,
We’ll have each other for life.

Today , I opened up my eye ,
Staring at de ceiling in 5 minutes time ,
Asking myself of your idiot lies ,
Holding back my tears but finally ,
I cried.
Wondering ,Will you still be mine .

Tomorrow , is another life ,
I’ll never be ur bride ,
As long as you are fine ,
I’m always alright ,
Because im strong and i’ll never cry.

One beautiful morning ,
I see u while waiting for the traffic light ,
On the heavy roadside ,
You were happily talking to your new ‘Madeline’ ,
I was glad that you’re having such a great time ,
And I knew , i can never have u by my side.

Time flies ,
But i realised ,
I never get over u from my mind ,
I wanna cry ,
But no one will ever gv me advise.
So , i decide to go for a ride ,
So called the spinster company ,
Situated at the country side.

Until the day i die ,
I’ll still be alone ,
I too wanna feel love ,
But no one ever say,
Baby , lets do it one more time,
So here , poem of my pathetic life,
A spinster ,there goes the rest of my life.

Beckz__`

Without Food , I'm NoThing

2008-12-25T01:02:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh rebecca lim , you're fat enough as to fit into the fridge , dont you dare to eat chicken anymore !
Oh hell becky , you're obese !!!
BECKY , how could you ?? Stop Eating !!
Hey i thought ive asked u not to take supper !!!!!!!
hey girl , chicken is not good for health ..
Bec , you're ban from eating chicken from now onwards !

People, I start to realise you guys are incomprehensible .
Although its inconceivable for u people to imagine that i can actually hv 4 meals per day. Eventhough i've been skipping supper for about 3 months , it goes the samething either ! Well , within few months , holly man , im not a profit slumped.. i couldnt put off so easily as the way you guys think.. so whats de use of skipping meals ? especially supper .. Its not gonna work in me anyhow!So why cant i Take in a large amount of food which can only comfort my lil tummy , and there goes my couch waiting !! Hehe.. People , No one can ever take control of my life !!! NONE ! Parents excluded haha !!

A laughter , a day

2008-12-23T13:49:00.000-08:00

9o.50__

Being a contented KID has always been my aim ! Hoping to be Like a berkelium[hyper] , bringing happiness & light up the darkness to people , to the weaker , to the unhappy folks , and to be compassionate towards those pathetic ones'.

Once upon a time, I'm lost in the middle of silk , feeling so uneventful , worried , panic.. but at the same time , I've found a new narrow lane , and thus , for all of the euphoric mood has come. After the terrific incident.. I soon realised..[*[ Life is actually full with surprises and breakable chain , Fate is always here to guide us , I doubt of being depress , because i deeply knew, God is always by our side to hold us up high. Do it as you wish' Pray and hope , eventually , you'll soon realise .. you're no longer alone .

In balancing , I do feel depress at times , I'll stare upon the star , start communicating as 'it' blinks. And I definitely feel it's indeterminate response. As i could , i wish and i do wishes for all it has. At least , i feel someone actually do care and concern over ''myself''. I soon feels better , and no longer a lonely wolf.

No matter how life turn it's path , It's not the companion that counts , It's the feeling that matters most , Even though , we sometimes have NONE of them by side , to cheer us up , to convince , nor advise or care , but believe in IT , as God has made us ''strong'' , Smile as we can , as distance of path in life is short. Therefore , every of us are able to search for the rest of the joy of happiness.

Another day-out

2008-12-23T10:09:00.001-08:00

My so called sistas & I went singing in gurney at redbox.

Four of us , yin , vien , mel and of course becky . Haha..

Moment of silence

2008-12-23T09:30:00.000-08:00

Pathetic A__Z

December 23rd.
I gt scolding -

=Haih.. Blah blah blah .. Mom scolded me because of a particular ''matter''. It is absolutely NOT A Problem'' . The only thing that matters is that .. she often make things go complicated. Frankly says, she's the best mom of all iv seen. As u guys can see , im this ''Obese'' .. She cooks whenever me saying '' mummy , im so in hunger ..Well , although this sounds perfect , but human will anyhow make mistake, at least once in a blue moon !=// Maybe , im really tht '' irresponsible'', but does she ever wonder how would I feel within ..

No matter what ,you're the strength for me to carry on .. because uv been around since de day i was born . Love u though..

Mom+.+

what am i thinkin..

2008-12-22T07:01:00.000-08:00

Its now holiday , i'm enjoying it to bits .
As usual , will then drive my ''BaBy Hon'' out , go round penang island ! Viewing the beautiful scenery Here // my lil Penang island.

Erm , was like 3 weeks ago ,iv started driving With My ''BABY ESS''. Its So Not a prOb man ! haha.. not to be perasan , but seriously , i could just get use to it within hours!!! Aint easy anyhow, as u guys knw , its Huge , and moreover , ITS EXTREMELY HUGE ! Haha..[Estima]

What else these days .. buddies are all gone , erm , my college mates would understand .. Haha..]] Well , this is life i suppose , its not beyond our control & prediction.. Its been weeks since da last convo v thm, tried not 2 think [[As im strong and ill tend to overcome and get over .. !!! well , luckily friends around were being supportive!! thanks buddies , u know who m i referrin 2 .. ! =}

"Friend", aint easy to get along.
"Friend", aint easy to understand.
"Friend", aint easy to mix around.

Therefore , Friends are harsh !

:: I suppose every individual has their own thoughts within , and im sure , they would have go towards friends who r trustworthy and share their inner thoughts with.. :: Well , have no idea whether am i to say im unfortunate or lucky , iv found some , i mean a few.. since then , im alright .

+well , thts all folks ..+ buzie + next chap.

Coffee island

2008-12-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

December (20th)
Saturday night .
Location : Coffee Island , Gurney drive.

6 of us separated into two . 3 in a car.
Well, a day for us [sistas & gays] to gather up once again.
Chit-chatted , pics taken , food eaten. Was fun hanging out under such ''ideal place'', perfect scene, best view, comfortable environment. well, no one doubted .

[Erm , well , i wouldnt phrase it as were fated ''. // But coincident-. haha..]
Let me make this clear , urm .. we '' saw her '' .. !haha .. well , not much changes , but with an extreme pinky TOP! haha. shes cute **...]

''Four'' Lil lady , VISITED '' the lil perf-grand toilet for like more than twice.. Haha.. we've gotta relax our '' kidney '' , iznt it ?

well , thats all fo now..

Memorable day of us together

2008-07-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

~My 18th birthday celebration~

* The unwanted me *

2008-07-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

There's none of you - that understand .

I don't feel like speaking it out as it hurts me deep inside. I just couldnt be understood, why families acted like they concern , they care , but they never did look through everything .
I wanted to share with someone i trust , a friend of mine , but realising , there's no one for me whenever i'm down , thus , i'm here writing this stupid idiot BLOG , just to cheer myself up.
How pathetic I am . But what i'm sure is that no one can ever bring my mood down , as im strong and tough !

GO
Go
GO !!!

Rebecca Lim !

I dreamt -

2008-07-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

D
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M______;;

Dream '' , Comes naturally .

I would prefer describing dream as an uncontrollable sense. It often happens and exactly happens when someone feels tired. But , there's always a question in mind , why does people non stop questioning over ''nightmare'', and what u exactly understand about ''nightmare''.

Human , in another word , homosapien, are forced to work robotically ,in order to satisfy one's want. Human nowdays demand for more, and non stop demanding .. This encourage an individual to work regularly and thus , this can bring themselves to stress , over timing of working can make one feel tired and definitely causes pressure. When an indivudual feels all thing stresses , this is when dream falls into its part..

Or it is the other way round , we oftenly dream of what we desire, one's regret .

July 13th /'';

Midnight;;
4-7 'am;;
becky's room;;

I dreamt >> Of you ..

I've been waiting for the past few years..
And finally , i'm awake from all those idiot lies..
I know deeply , you're in love with a 'her'..
So , I decided , to stay single..
Even think of being a spinster..
My soul , I keep in my heart..
No one ever knows..
What exactly i'm thinking..
I'm holding back my tears..
Just to make myself happier..

Hectic life .. Assignment ! arghhh

2008-07-13T10:00:00.001-07:00

You must be wondering ** ..
And so , im not afraid nor ashame to admit ,I was the one ! hahahah - Cool Huh ? were suppose to bring out the discussion , but unfortunately , the workout lastnight was tough ! Ooh , nah , dont think dirty ! Im just exhausted ..haha

Precious moments

2008-07-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

De. Slutty Girls.

Yin , Beck , Lis , Vien.

You & me , friendship for eternity.

Grow,

I tend to miss the old US.

My thoughts of you -

2008-07-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

Things are not the same , since the day u left ;;
All i need is a moment of silence ;;
quietly recalling your past presence.